I have been sick for so long,
I have been addicted for years.
My life’s full of isolation,
And my heart’s full of fears.
I will let nobody know,
There is no one I can tell.
There is nobody I can trust,
Nobody knows I’m in hell.
I am going to stop this today,
I have every good intention.
I can’t believe I did it again,
Do I need an intervention?
My life is falling apart,
And I am just dying inside.
I have been hiding it for years,
and I have run out of places to hide.
Addiction is ruling my life,
All I do is just cry.
Addiction has taken it all,
And all I want to do is just die.
“Please “ I say,
“oh please let me go”
“drugs, you are killing me,
and you are killing me slow”
I hate what you do,
You have stolen my life,
You have filled me with anger,
And turned my world into strife.
I must do anything to leave,
I must now become strong.
And I must also realize,
What I am doing is wrong.
I must leave you behind,
If I want my life back.
I must put down the booze,
the coke and the crack.
A fresh life I will start,
New friends I will find.
I will follow my heart,
And close down my mind.
Eight years in the making
A wonderful life I have found.
No longer to the drugs,
My life will be bound!!